I hate you (a poem)

I hate you.

I hate when I wear clothes, I hear every criticism you’ve given me.

I hate when I smile, I hear every joke you’ve made about me that made me hide my teeth.

I hate when I see my friends, I hear every mean thing you’ve said about them.

I hate when I see my teammates, I see every time you flirt with them.

I hate when I text, I’m reminded of how you called me weak.

I hate when I think, your name replays in my mind.

Over

And over

And over

Jesus Christ can you just change your fucking name so I don’t have to have it in my mind.

I hate you for showing me all the reasons I hate myself.

I hate you for

I hate you for

I just fucking hate you